Just for the record...

A few of my friends who read this blog have asked me, "Do you really feel so down?" I guess that people who know me personally don't know much about the things I write about in Alec's blog... maybe I hide it well?

But truthfully, I've thought about it, and I think I tend to write at the harder times to help me cope. Writing things down are a way for me to deal with the challenges and to process them ... to think things through.

Actually, I really am a very happy person with a lot of joy - I mean a lot of joy - in my life. And Alec brings me far, far more joy than worry or distress! I am so glad he's here with us and I could not imagine it any other way. He's precious!